Slow Progress

Posts are slow in coming lately and there are several reasons for that:

1) I just do not have time enough to write, as much as I wish I did. I wish that I could make this my primary focus, and then would be able to stay in writing mode, get it done. But that is not possible.

2) Lately writing about the past has affected my… well health and well being I guess. I had to step away from it completely for a while so that I could actually get some sleep. There have been nights when I wake from a dead sleep in a wild rage. Instant anger, seemingly out of nowhere. That is not a nice way to wake, especially at three am. So for a while there have been no posts, and I managed to get some sleep.

3) I still battle with the idea of quitting and deleting the whole mess. Forget I ever started it. So when I feel this way I tend to stay away from the site… from writing, until I regain some calmness.

So, I guess I will stick to the plan as much as possible. It would be much better if I had more time to write, but I will continue with what time I find. In the meantime, please keep sharing the posts – the more people are reading the more incentive I have and the less “pointless” the whole thing seems.

Thanks,
Barry